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  1. To look like a model
  2. To wear clothes from expensive stores from the Mall
  3. To make my ex want me
  4. To look good during sex
  5. To wear a bikini
  6. To make girls envious
  7. To wear tight jeans
  8. To not be embarrassed about numbers on the scale
  9. To look good while dancing
  10. To wear small clothes
  11. To be totally hot
  12. To look fit, lean
  13. To look good when exercising
  14. To be able to wear cute lingerie
  15. To make my breasts/butt/thighs smaller
  16. To look great in pictures
  17. To wear a low cut sweater and see collarbones
  18. To make my back stop hurting
  19. To look good on vacation
  20. To look good with a tattoo/piercing
  21. To look good when old friends see me
  22. To not want so much food
  23. To not feel fat or ugly
  24. To live an active lifestyle
  25. To complete other things than just eat
  26. To look sophisticated
  27. To be the one everyone wants to know/be
  28. To be in control
  29. To not worry about looking fat around family
  30. To be able to be carried/lifted like a feather.


( 6 comments — Leave a comment )
Oct. 8th, 2006 07:00 am (UTC)
Hey, I hope you don't mind that I added you. I saw you on the House and Cameron community.

It's not my place, but I know exactly what you're talking about when you say you want to be thin, that has always been my goal. Not that you care (lol) but I was around 185lbs about eight years ago. Then, my at-the-time boyfriend told me that if I lost even more weight I'd be more desirable. *rolls eyes* So, I started losing weight like crazy, but not the normal healthy way, I stopped eating altogether. After a pretty large amount of time, I lost weight and a lot of it. I was, at my lowest weight, 110lbs. My friends of course saw what was happening, and they pretty much gave me an ultimatium to either help myself and dump my boyfriend or they'd find me some help. So, I did the former and dumped my boyfriend and slowly started to eat again. As the years went along, I started to gain all the weight back. I started exercising again last year and now I am 160lbs, which for someone who is 5'6 1/2 that is overweight, but I'm working on it. Anyway, it's a long and drawn out process, and yes, I know what you feel like. I'd love to be able to wear a size 0 from Banana Republic without having to watch what I eat or whatnot. I also hate seeing all of these tiny actresses on TV, it's really hard on a persons self esteem.

Sorry for the ramble, but I felt like sharing.

I'm Liz, by the way. ;-)
Oct. 8th, 2006 07:08 pm (UTC)
Wow thank you for sharing your story. Its great to find someone who understands what I'm going through. Hope to hear from you again! Lots of love <3
Oct. 8th, 2006 08:23 pm (UTC)
I want all the same things as you do. Here's hoping.
Oct. 9th, 2006 06:52 am (UTC)
I want to lose about 10 pounds myself.. I'm not terribly overweight, but .. I have to constantly worry about that pudge that hangs out a bit in my tighter clothes. I'm only about 135 punds probably.. but, I admitedly have been porking out even though i am doing a sport. So, my goal is just to keep excercising and stop eating jnk food.
But don't make such a big deal about losing weight. It's kind of scary to hear that you want to see every bone in your body >3> That's not very healthy. I say you just eat healthy and excercise consistently and you'll do well. But don't get WAY into it... you sound like my Mom.. all she talks about is how skinny she is and how she wants to like.. be a friggi'n feather.. it's creepy >3> No offense.
I wish you luck though.
Oct. 15th, 2006 08:11 pm (UTC)
hope you don't mind if i friend you...i always relate to your comments :)
Oct. 15th, 2006 09:18 pm (UTC)
i don't mind at all! hope you're doing well! lots of love :)
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