I have no idea why I do these things to myself.
I wake up and just want to die.
My smile hides it. All of it.
If I could go back and do it all over again, I would.
Maybe someday I'll be happy.
Maybe one day the smile will be real.
Food:
lots of sugar-free jello
vegetables
black coffee
cigarettes
chicken
fish
Exercise:
running during her lunch break for an hour
pilates
ciruit training
* would only eat standing up
* never let one type of food mix with other foods
And she got down to 82 pounds! I'm gonna try this for a while and see how it goes :)
Title: Nonconsensual (Part 2/3)
Author: neverenough282
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: House/Cameron
Disclaimer: Nothing is mine.
Author's note: Be gentle, it's my first time! And PLEASE leave feedback :)
Summary: House can't stand to see her hurt like this, and, even if he had no way of showing it, it killed him inside.
** I'd like to thank everyone who commented on the first part and shared their thoughts. I love the feedback! **
Title: Nonconsensual (Part 1/3)
Author: neverenough282
Rating: PG-13 for language
Pairing: House/Cameron
Disclaimer: Nothing is mine.
Author's note: Be gentle, it's my first time! And PLEASE leave feedback :)
Summary: House can't stand to see her hurt like this, and, even if he had no way of showing it, it killed him inside.
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- To look like a model
- To wear clothes from expensive stores from the Mall
- To make my ex want me
- To look good during sex
- To wear a bikini
- To make girls envious
- To wear tight jeans
- To not be embarrassed about numbers on the scale
- To look good while dancing
- To wear small clothes
- To be totally hot
- To look fit, lean
- To look good when exercising
- To be able to wear cute lingerie
- To make my breasts/butt/thighs smaller
- To look great in pictures
- To wear a low cut sweater and see collarbones
- To make my back stop hurting
- To look good on vacation
- To look good with a tattoo/piercing
- To look good when old friends see me
- To not want so much food
- To not feel fat or ugly
- To live an active lifestyle
- To complete other things than just eat
- To look sophisticated
- To be the one everyone wants to know/be
- To be in control
- To not worry about looking fat around family
- To be able to be carried/lifted like a feather.
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