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Mar. 7th, 2007

I'm so confused. 
I have no idea why I do these things to myself. 
I wake up and just want to die. 
My smile hides it. All of it. 
If I could go back and do it all over again, I would. 
Maybe someday I'll be happy. 
Maybe one day the smile will be real.

The Portia de Rossi Diet

During the time when she got really thin on Ally McBeal, this is what her daily regime consisted of:

Food:
lots of sugar-free jello
vegetables
black coffee
cigarettes
chicken
fish

Exercise:
running during her lunch break for an hour
pilates
ciruit training

* would only eat standing up
* never let one type of food mix with other foods

And she got down to 82 pounds! I'm gonna try this for a while and see how it goes :)

Nonconsensual Part 2/3

Title: Nonconsensual (Part 2/3)
Author: neverenough282
Rating: PG-13 
Pairing: House/Cameron
Disclaimer: Nothing is mine.
Author's note: Be gentle, it's my first time! And PLEASE leave feedback :)
Summary: House can't stand to see her hurt like this, and, even if he had no way of showing it, it killed him inside.
** I'd like to thank everyone who commented on the first part and shared their thoughts. I love the feedback! **


Part 1 here...

Nonconsensual Part 1/3

Title: Nonconsensual (Part 1/3)
Author: neverenough282
Rating: PG-13 for language
Pairing: House/Cameron
Disclaimer: Nothing is mine.
Author's note: Be gentle, it's my first time! And PLEASE leave feedback :)
Summary: House can't stand to see her hurt like this, and, even if he had no way of showing it, it killed him inside.

 




 

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REASONS TO BE THIN:

  1. To look like a model
  2. To wear clothes from expensive stores from the Mall
  3. To make my ex want me
  4. To look good during sex
  5. To wear a bikini
  6. To make girls envious
  7. To wear tight jeans
  8. To not be embarrassed about numbers on the scale
  9. To look good while dancing
  10. To wear small clothes
  11. To be totally hot
  12. To look fit, lean
  13. To look good when exercising
  14. To be able to wear cute lingerie
  15. To make my breasts/butt/thighs smaller
  16. To look great in pictures
  17. To wear a low cut sweater and see collarbones
  18. To make my back stop hurting
  19. To look good on vacation
  20. To look good with a tattoo/piercing
  21. To look good when old friends see me
  22. To not want so much food
  23. To not feel fat or ugly
  24. To live an active lifestyle
  25. To complete other things than just eat
  26. To look sophisticated
  27. To be the one everyone wants to know/be
  28. To be in control
  29. To not worry about looking fat around family
  30. To be able to be carried/lifted like a feather.

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